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Waiting for the perfect moment...
won't always guarantee you a happy ending.
What else are you waiting for?

What dreams are made of

VLOG 10!!!!!!!!!! :)

Click it friends! You know you want to...
This is one of my more fun vlogs. I really enjoyed every minute of everyday while I visited my hometown. My childhood exists because these kind of memories live on forever.

Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you...

"No goodbyes...I promised you that a decade ago.

And that promise will never be broken."

Lord, thank you for allowing me to feel your Love through the people I care for the most. I am not perfect, but you always find ways to remind me that I am beautiful just the way I am. You knew me before I was born. You know the desires of my heart, and you multiply the ways in which I receive them. It is never in the way I expect...it's even bigger and better! Who am I to deserve this? This trip has opened up my eyes to the woman I am, the woman I am capable of becoming, and the woman You want me to be.

What more could I possibly ask for?
#BEYONDBLESSED

Vlog #9

IT'S OUT FOLKS.
That still picture from the video does not do anything for me. Hah.
But...I hope you enjoy! The next few vlogs are really personal.

Spiritual Sarcasm

"The Lord was making me uncomfortable not so that I could feel his absence, but so that I may further seek His presence."

Jesus, you have been too good to me this past week. 

Thank you for making me feel safe and able.

I can do this. 

coffee x emails x Emeli Sande on rainy days

"For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God, you may receive what was promised."

Hebrews 10:36

Feeling the love from all the email replies I've been getting the past few days. Like these blog posts, my emails are novels. Thankfully, the replies are lengthy as well. I don't know about the rest of you, but getting personal messages make me feel special. It means that someone took time out of their busy day to actually:

1.  read my long arse lifestory of an email 
2.  reply 

To those who have already replied MANY thank you's. You don't know the power of your words. It has been enough to refuel and rekindle the flame in my heart. 

Love and other Drugs

My "drugs" from Canada have finally arrived care of @ellen_mt. You can't imagine how happy I was to receive the LBC package. Although I grew up in the Philippines, my body has morphed into its North American version over the years, thus rendering my immune system to a minimal. There are days when I can't even see out of my eyes because of how swollen they are, and nights when I end up finishing tissue paper rolls (sorry cuz!).

Now... it doesn't seem like a big deal receiving my medications, but just like how these "saving" pills came in the mail, so too did the GOOD great news from a friend via iM. His personal message could not have come at the most ideal time. I am filled with SO much joy and happiness right now. I feel like God is trying to tell me that he has heard my prayers and that like my medication he will rid me off the toxins (in my mind) and give me a clearer view of what is to come.